

You movedYou moved against me in and out of sun spots my hair tangled into sweaty knotsYou moved
An indoor summer no concept of the hours we let rain pour into car windows while we watched the malevolent showers
Winter sustains nothing your face now comes and goes my sheets in tangled knots
beneath my solar plexus parts of you remain but you move so slow


blown upnow that all the waysblown up
I've tried to censor myself are obvious
now that all the ways I've tried to do whats right have blown up in my face
(really fucking blown up)
know that I've named
my enemies
and made myself wide open
now I'll sit and wait.
I'll cover my mouth, try not to choke on the horrific thoughts
(I've misplaced my hate)


road mapsWhere have you gone everyone on earth sees you but me behind my eyesroad maps
only your smile appears behind my hands all the places I've hid from you take form
Now sadness has created all these physical things
you've gone and shifted the universe leaving canyons inside me
turning terribly inadequate road maps into lines on my face
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The world is deep--and more profound than day would have thought.
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i never learn
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